Today is a really weird day.Like it's the five year ann. of 9/11 so everyone is all sad plus a teacher (a new teacher) dies over the weekend from our school it was really sad. In a few days it will be the five month date of my parents death in April of this year. I just want to cry when i think about it. but yeah . I have a new boyfriend and he's pretty cool we haven't got to hang out really yet but we will(sometime). Hopefully wensday cuz i really want him to be around i NEED him to be around. I really do love him, but there is another guy that i sorta kinda like, and i've not only liked him longer but i've known him longer. yeah wut a mind teaser. this guy___ or this guy___ hum ?????? just a choice i'll have to make. But one that i dont want to have to make. I really like these guys and i dont want to hurt them. So i'll stay the way i am now and see from there. well that's all for now i guess cuz i'm at school and i dont know wut time the bell is going to ring so yeah. I'll post a poem when i get home. well laters ♥