Dead
I just want to die because I’m already dead inside
My body’s beginning to go numb with all this loss of blood
As the blade drops to the floor, out of grasp I think to myself:
“how come I waited so long to move on
From all the pain you cause?”
The pain that had already killed me.
Killed me slow but I didn’t know it. But all along I was dead.
Dead from all the neglect and abuse.
You caused me to have crazy thoughts, running through my head about the very thing I’ve just done
But in my thoughts it didn’t hurt this bad.
Now it’s getting dark and I’m getting cold, my skin is turning pale and my lips are blue.
I hate you so much, that’s why I wish you were here going through this pain. The pain you drove me to.
The pain that I will die from.
Now I’m getting stiff and the world is Dark and in my last breathe I just want to say:
“Fuck you for everything you did to me and others, hopefully someday, someone will drive you to what I am now
DEAD”